Everything has become very routine, wake up, breakfast, lunch, piano, mandarin lesson, dinner, online, Big 2, take pills, sleeep. I also don't like my panic attacks that wake me up, I need little blue pills to calm me down. I hope God can somehow make me a better man out of this. My theory is that the highs and the lows I witnessed were to provide me with a practice for what might come in the future. Just a thought. Exciting events are coming up. Wedding Saturday between Jon and Ling. Gonna turn up in my best attire, despite the heat.
I was also excited by the prospect of joining a tight knit fixed gear bike community. It seems a little far fetched and dangerous but I'm still curious.
I can't wait to get back on regular meds. I can't wait to get back to work.
