Christmas Balls

Christmas Dinner

VII Sopranos

Sony (Speaker and PSP)

Christmas Toy Train II

Christmas Toy Train

Books to Finish

Kitty Cat

Sennheiser Earbuds

HKUST Sundial

Computer Mess

Spinning Ball

Crazy X'mas

Pros

Ramblings

I found a way, that supposedly works, to post my blogger posts on Facebook as well but since it doesn't work yet I won't share it yet.  I'm having a hard time sparing time to practice the bass, and I don't actually have one so I'm making due with practicing on the guitar.  I guess if I'm at a point where I'm starting to have time management problems I really shouldn't add anything more to my list, but soon I'll need to when I job search.  I really don't know what I want this time.  It sounds ridiculous but I wonder how I would be as an actor (???).  Such thoughts come and pass.  More likely than not I'll probably land something pretty random.  Next posts shouldn't be so random, I got a couple of photo ideas that I might execute, should be beautiful.

Restart

Decided to restart my blog for my non-existent readers, mostly for the sake of my sanity.  Lately things have been improving, my mental capacities are returning and I'm slowly easing into the work life mentality by doing lab research for a project for my Masters degree.  I started playing in a band as the bassist (my previous background being firstly in piano then guitar) and hopefully things will continue for a while.  Otherwise Church has been good as is my regular Bible study, some members of which are in the Philippines on a missions trip.  Just praying for a blessed time for them and a safe return.  As for the matters of the heart I guess I have nothing much to say except that I think too much.  Next time...photos!

Lack of Inspiration

Everything has become very routine, wake up, breakfast, lunch, piano, mandarin lesson, dinner, online, Big 2, take pills, sleeep.  I also don't like my panic attacks that wake me up, I need little blue pills to calm me down.  I hope God can somehow make me a better man out of this.  My theory is that the highs and the lows I witnessed were to provide me with a practice for what might come in the future.  Just a thought.   Exciting events are coming up.  Wedding Saturday between Jon and Ling.  Gonna turn up in my best attire, despite the heat.

I was also excited by the prospect of joining a tight knit fixed gear bike community.  It seems a little far fetched and dangerous but I'm still curious.

I can't wait to get back on regular meds.  I can't wait to get back to work.

I think I've probably finally come back down to earth and come to terms with what is going on in my life.  I am bipolar so that means my general personality and moods tend to follow a certain pattern.  Easy example, I tend to keep things to myself and not share as much.  I am sharing now.  I've calmed down and realized that my episode stole away my time with my girlfriend and also made many people worried about me.  I am in good hands, I feel that with prayer, caregroup and church and my faith in Christ my improvement has been much faster.  I am always thankful for finding a good doctor too and I am thankful that God is working so amazingly through him.

I've also come to terms with my break up with my girlfriend, Esther.  I don't regret asking you out, because I would have missed out on the experiences I had with you.  I hope I can be a good friend for you, despite being bipolar, although I'm sure you can make many more friends in Taiwan.  I miss you.

Graffiti Journey

All thanks to this site: http://www.legal-walls.net/walls/627

Found this nice little spot:



American football vs. British/International football

From Graffiti Jouney

Walking to our destination

From Graffiti Jouney

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I want to do 'brain' something like those guys ^



Homeless people...





He has a stove






Streetpoint view of the alley



Brain '10b



brain '10